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Bittersweet cocoa coffee cookies

Bittersweet cocoa coffee cookies

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Bittersweet cocoa coffee slice and bake cookiesI’ve been reading Elizabeth Gilbert’s Big Magic (available on Amazon) and sometimes, it makes me cry. Her book discusses a lot of the things I struggle with every single day with my blog and with being creative, like the need to be perfect. See, the need to be perfect or to be good (or better or the best) means that much of the time, I don’t even try. I don’t put myself out there because I’m afraid that the end result won’t be as good as what everybody around me is doing. Or maybe the result won’t be as good as it could be if I had practiced doing that thing for 6 months or a year before showing you what I can create. My inner pessimist stands in front of me and yells “STOP! Don’t do it! You’re not ready! You’re not good enough!” and I listen, and I stay put, stagnant, like my feet are cemented to the earth. In those moments, I often feel torn. On the one hand, I know that I need to practice, but on the other hand, if I practice and it’s terrible, I will be sad. People may laugh, or scoff at me and say “Gosh, she’s rather terrible!” It’s much easier not to try because if I don’t try, I’ll never get hurt, right?

Except, that’s not true either. The safe road isn’t the better road because the safe road means everybody’s driving by, moving forward, while I am trapped. There’s no easy way out of this game!

Elizabeth Gilbert taught me that “done is better than good,” meaning that if I stick with that mentality that I cannot try to be creative and/or share my creative efforts until I am “ready” or they are perfect, then I will have created absolutely nothing. And creating nothing is worth exactly that. Nothing. Because trying and sucking is better than doing nothing at all. Good will never happen unless I try. Done is better than good.

Cocoa coffee slice and bake cookies

The second thing I’m learning from Big Magic is that people aren’t born with a magical creative gene that I don’t possess. Creativity is possible, if I try (according to the book). But I can’t try once, fail, and blame it on a lack of creativity. Like everything else, creativity takes practice. I like to blame my “nerd genes” for my lack of creativity, but perhaps I am nerdy because I dedicated a good chunk of my adult life to developing nerdy skills. I pretty much shut creativity out of my life in favour of logic. And to be honest, I wasn’t always a brilliant scientist (if we could even call me that). In college, I copied most of my chemistry homework off of the “smart students” because I just didn’t understand any of it. Chemistry didn’t click, and I struggled. Big time. Ten years later, I defended a PhD thesis in Chemistry, the one subject I understood the least in college. True story. I persevered and I read entire textbooks until I understood the language and the logic of it all. And you know what? My thesis isn’t perfect, and neither was my defense and I’m alright with that because an imperfect thesis that is finished and defended is better than a thesis never published because it’s not yet perfect.

This year has gotten off to a rough start and I’ve been struggling. I stomped my foot and I said that I wouldn’t do video, that I wouldn’t even try to move forward on a lot of creative projects because I am not good enough and because I don’t feel ready. There’s literally been a war going on inside of me for the last 3 months as I watched others try, all while my perfectionist self said not to bother with a multitude of excuses to explain why. And then I gave Big Magic a shot, a book that I meant to read last November, but I brushed it aside because I didn’t understand what I could possibly gain from reading another Elizabeth Gilbert book. I read and reread sections of her book and I cried. And in the last few weeks, I have tried to do more new things than I can count. I joined Snapchat and got frustrated, but persevered. I shot tiny videos that are blurry and sometimes with a camera that isn’t quite level. Remember my cake drop video? It’s on youtube for all to see. I put together a gif with these cookies tonight to share on Instagram. I am fully aware that none of it is perfect, and there is a big part of me that cringes at every step and I fight the urge to scream at myself or to run away and hide. The flaws are magnified in my eyes and they literally tug at my heart. But sharing each little thing also brought me joy because with every effort, I face a fear. I am being productive and I am moving forward, creating something and putting myself out there. Done is better than good. And every effort I make will (fingers crossed) lead to something better. I may have to repeat the same mistake 3 times before I understand what I’m doing wrong, but I learn with every big step.

Today’s post only has 2 photos, and I almost didn’t share these cookies at all because they are, as the title indicates, bittersweet. I made these cookies with a minimal amount of sugar (I don’t think you could go lower than this) so that these cookies were more of a play on the bittersweet flavour of coffee beans and cocoa powder. I roll all of my icebox cookie doughs in turbinado because I am addicted to those crunchy edges. These bittersweet cookies were the perfect canvas for some powdered sugar stencilling and practicing taking video, using Snapchat, and testing out an app to make this gif. If you prefer a sweeter cookie, just double the sugar (use 100 grams granulated sugar in the cookie dough, which comes out to 1/2 cup).

Now, go to Amazon and buy Elizabeth Gilbert’s Big Magic! Trust me, you will not regret it (unless you already knew all this, in which case, I don’t know why you are here because you must be perfect)! You can make these bittersweet cocoa coffee cookies while you are waiting. They are a slice-and-bake cookies so you should actually chill the dough overnight, while you are waiting for your book to arrive. If you want other slice-and-bake cooke recipes, try these fruitcake cookies, vanilla sablés, or another kind of chocolate cookie, chocolate sablés.


Bittersweet cocoa coffee cookies recipe

Bittersweet cocoa coffee slice and bake cookies
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Bittersweet cocoa coffee cookies

These bittersweet cocoa coffee cookies have a delightful flavour of coffee and chocolate, and they aren't too sweet. They are perfect with a hot cup of tea.

Course Dessert
Cuisine French
Prep Time 20 minutes
Cook Time 15 minutes
Total Time 35 minutes
Servings 30 cookies
Calories 90 kcal
Author Janice

Ingredients

  • 281 grams all-purpose flour 2 1/4 cups
  • 10 grams Cacao Barry cocoa powder 2 tbsp
  • 1/4 tsp salt
  • 1 1/2 tbsp coffee grinds I literally mean ground coffee beans, not instant coffee!
  • 173 grams unsalted butter 3/4 cups, room temperature
  • 50 grams granulated sugar 1/4 cup
  • 1 tsp vanilla extract
  • 3 tbsp whole milk
  • 50 grams turbinado sugar 1/4 cup
  • Lots of powdered sugar to stencil or sprinkle on top before serving

Instructions

  1. Whisk together the all-purpose flour with the cocoa powder, salt, and coffee grinds. Set aside.
  2. In the bowl of an electric mixer fited with the paddle attachment, cream together the butter and the sugar.
  3. Add the vanilla and beat in, scraping down the sides of the bowl as needed.
  4. With the mixer running on low, add the flour mixture gradually. Then add the milk. Beat until a dough forms.
  5. Dump the dough onto a clean work surface and pat together into a 7 1/2-inch log. I pressed my cookie dough into a a rectangle so that my cookies would be pretty square (about 1 3/4"x1 3/4"). Roll the log of cookie dough in turbinado, pressing into all sides. Wrap in plastic wrap and store in fridge over night.
  6. Preheat the oven to 350ºF. Line a baking sheet or two with parchment.
  7. Unwrap the cookie dough and slice to about 1/4" thick. You should get about 30 thin-ish cookies. Space them out on your baking sheet and bake for about 15 minutes until the surface looks dry.
  8. Cool a couple minutes on the baking sheet before transferring to a rack to cool completely.
  9. Stencil or sprinkle with lots of powdered sugar. Watch the gif on Instagram to see what I mean!

Recipe Notes

  • For the cocoa powder, I like to use Cacao Barry available on Amazon
  • Turbinado sugar is a coarse sugar that you can buy on Amazon

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12 Responses to Bittersweet cocoa coffee cookies

  1. Mardi (eat. live. travel. write.) April 8, 2016 at 5:37 am #

    Good for you branching out into video. I admire you!

    I am also a foot stamper because I really don’t like to be told what I *should* and *shouldn’t* be doing for my blog. I’ve all but stopped reading “how to” and “!0 things you need to do right now to make you a better blogger/ how to keep up with everyone/ how to improve your SEO” etc… etc… It’s tiresome. I believe things will come to me when I am ready and maybe I won’t ever be ready for video. But I do need to stop comparing myself to others and just do what I love.

    Which is why I love this post of yours – it’s got SO many great Janice-elements: 1. Deliciousness and 2. A hint of geeky 😉 You are inspiring! (also, I need a glass of wine and an explanation of Snapchat from you I think!). Checking out that book for my Kindle, too!

    • Janice April 13, 2016 at 10:33 am #

      Thanks, Mardi! I completely agree that reading so much on what we should & shouldn’t do is tiresome and really takes ALL the fun out of everything because everything feels so forced. But at the same time, I feel like if I don’t try things, I might never get anywhere. And while that’s fine for some bloggers, I’ve honestly felt so stagnant lately.
      I think wine is definitely necessary for Snapchat tutorial (and I’m no expert by any means). Wine would probably make me more interesting & entertaining on Snapchat, lol!
      Read the book!

  2. Karen April 8, 2016 at 12:07 pm #

    These look adorable!

  3. Justine @ JustineCelina.com April 8, 2016 at 12:46 pm #

    Yes! I love this post, love Big Magic, and love everything you said about how trying and failing is better than not trying at all. Bravo for having the courage to explore your creativity and letting it take you to new places! Oh, and these cookies are super cute and delicious looking. 🙂 Have a great weekend, Janice!

    • Janice April 13, 2016 at 10:51 am #

      Thanks, Justine! I find the more I try to do things that scare me or intimidate me, the more I am able to face things the scare me, so I guess it’s a good thing 😉

  4. Auntie Liz April 8, 2016 at 2:25 pm #

    Good for you, Janice! You can do whatever you set your mind to, I am sure of that! I really enjoy your blog and your recipes, but mostly I enjoy when you put a bit of yourself out there for all to read. I guess I enjoy it because part of you is part of me, genetically speaking!

    • Janice April 13, 2016 at 10:51 am #

      Thanks for reading, Auntie Liz, and for all the support! I really appreciate it!

  5. Samantha | My Kitchen Love April 8, 2016 at 5:48 pm #

    I’ve placed a hold on this book! I too feel stuck at times, but I do think you’re wonderfully creative and exceptionally good at tiring science and curiosity into your work. ❤️
    Also, got any of these cookies left?! 🙂

    • Janice April 13, 2016 at 10:59 am #

      I ate them all, sigh.
      I’m so excited for you to read the book! I’m quite certain it will help you. I think it should be a mandatory read for all of us 😉

  6. Julia April 9, 2016 at 2:33 am #

    What an inspiring post. Yes, you are right, done is far better than good. Reading this post has been helpful for me this morning, so thanks! Oh, the cookies are so pretty and I bet they taste delicious. I love bittersweet as well! Have a great weekend.

  7. El April 13, 2016 at 10:13 am #

    Agreed! And the cookies look sensational too!!

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